I haven't been posting. Oops. Been really busy. My ex was arrested the other day. I found out it was for possession of crack or something like that. I always figured there was something wrong with that kid. In either case, I'm still involved with my manager, though still no real sex. Stopped him everytime, but every time he said he was okay with that. I'm also still in love with that one guy. You know. The teacher. Yeah. See him all the time. He even let me help his son get ready for his audition. (He pays and his son gets in, the audition is so the people know where to place him.) In return he's helping me deal with this nasty professor who tried to fail me with out reason. For some reason she doesn't like me. Oh well. fuck her then. I keep dreaming about the teacher guy. I don't remember if I mentioned this but if he and I hook up, I'm immediately ending it with manager man. He kissed me on the cheek ya know. Teacher guy. It was more of a sweet gesture than that of a lusty nature, you know what I mean? I mean, it was very innocent and it made me love him even more. I'm not naive about all this. I don't have pictures of wedding bells in my head, for instance. I know eventually I'll move on with my life and love someone else, but right now I love him, and everyone else is just there for background. Ya know? Oh well. All for this little girl. I have a professor to harass.